If you think this post is about you it probably is
you have sausage fingers
and while you may be the only one who doesn’t notice
it doesn’t change the fact that its not sexy
and while you try to strike cute ass little poses
you look dumb as fuck
April 2011
51 posts
on some old shit
found some old notebooks, i figured I’d bust you some of the gems. enjoy
I wonder why you are angry
I wonder who lost. The most
I can tell you is that you will never see
the beautiful things inside of me
remember that hill
let me know when you have exhausted this ancient way of living.
Feed me the flavors of leaving
the bitter tastes of your absence
how obscene this life
we and our unfortunate sensations
touching and losing
“I’m so sad, especially on those busy morning where I imagine you mid flight”
—Jaime Castillo
“Recognize me when I know I’m wrong, so I can recognize when I’m too late and too far gone”
—Jaime Castillo
to love..
“i’ve experienced racism and sexism so intimately i do worry about my ability to LOVE in the ways i want to LOVE.”
Hey Sara neither do I!
Remember when teachers, public employees, Planned Parenthood, and NPR and PBS crashed the stock market, wiped out half of our 401Ks, took trillions in TARP money, spilled oil in the Gulf of Mexico, gave themselves billions in bonuses, and paid no taxes? Yeah, me neither. (Re-post if you can’t remember, either.)
“Your love was a constant reminder of my exile, my forgetting, and my self-hatred but I’ll never hold that against you. What I will, however, hold against you is that, even with my hand holding your eyes open, you never took notice.”
—A boy I once was
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The Higher End Of Willingness (JDL)
I will sit with you
if you let me
Maybe
and watch all of these pretty transcendent things coming up on the horizon
screaming, rushing
full force
anxious to meet You
but sit still close Your eyes
they will be here in due time
made nervous by all that You offer
so for now stay small
aim slow
their hearts will be easy things for You to win
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